katsabyss. my new eden
Sunday, March 11, 2007


once again ive come grovelling back to blogspot, to procrastinate, fill time. reflect. etc. .
Its actually been quite a while since ive last done this and so i far i must say i feel like im getting right back into this type your thoughts idea. Anyway Uni has been so far overwhelemingly HUGE. I mean this is every possible aspect.. i have no idea what is going on where i am.. where i have to be. Whos that kid im sitting next to is.. Whether i need to be in that tute,How to make use of my time and tghe MOST important one WTF im actually tryig to learn!!

Its fun though.. very busy but fun . 25 HOURS. I know I kNow REDICULOUS. but its alright!
College is awesome though im am truly loving everysingle moment of it! ^_^
and half the time i am dead tired!! and drunk but seriously im loving it. I feel like i dont have enough time to study ... i need to fix my priorities HUH? college is awesome. All that crap u her abt college when ur in high school is really CRAP. Coz living on a residential-on-campus is fun.

im dead tired now, wanna get to bed but waiting for a certain someone to call. u know who you are . and if ur reading this,, im impressed. but seriously life for me had been bliss. i am really liking it. in everyway.
U know when u meet someone you know will change your life? I met him! and i do feel a change and this process is beautiful. I feel like the world is clearer and everything just smells rosier. hahaha i sound silly.

its like a friend asking me today. ' So ARE u into him?'
and me thinking yes. and usually in this senario i would be like aw... i like him.. crush..oohhh * teen blushing wtv.. u get the point..BUT this time im like yes im into him. He is into me. its an actually completment of a puzzle! the head and the tail.
and that self afffirmation was just great. :)

tomorrow i have tea with past person. i saw that because he WAS a person of importance,.. i have an idea what he wants to tell me. but im pretty sure i know what he wanst to imply. ohh baby you are in for a treat. this will back fire on u and you will have no idea. but really i couldnt care less about what he has to say about his little drama topic. I moved on. and ive totally let go. hence 'past person'

because really my 'present person' is what is all i want now.

alone at 12:43 AM