katsabyss. my new eden
Thursday, May 31, 2007


im impatient.
i cant help it, but i really hate waiting.
and its worse to be the one waiting ( hm i think this was said in 'time travellers' wife' )
im waiting for alot if things really, exams.. hols.. people.. a person in particular,... life to just continue .
I know I KNow, you shouldnt wait for life to grab you, you should go grab it. and i do. Generally i do, but at the moment, im just waiting. Waiting for something to happen basically, its like ive done all i can, and now i wait. Its your serve.

Exams are coming up, and life is getting mundane. I guess now the parties have died down, the web of love and all other juicy gossips hve gotten old. Everyone is starting to hibernate in their rooms, and my brain is slowly turning to unsociable mush. Im not joking.the more i work the more i dont know what to say to people, ie , after doing some hardcore work, i COULDNT think of anything to say to people, i just didnt know what to say. It was HORRIBLE. Pft, i cant wait for it to be over. And yet, im so not ready.. as much as i sit at this freakkin little table, i dont get enough done. Urgh. Its the eternal problem of my life. haha. cant get enough done in the time i have, i guess its coz im here typing, procrastinating AGAIN. Just waiting for everything to fall in place, for all the damn bio to click.

A few weeks ago, when people asked me whether i was excited to go home, i was kinda indifferent. but now i really cant wait. To be able to be with my family and be unsocial. hehe. all this studying is making me go nuts!

alone at 10:10 PM