Monday, September 10, 2007
I havent updated in so long that i am even embarrased to say i have a blog. its the usual er.. yea but i havent up dated in yonks! so im imgaining that noone is really about to read this, which is reassuring in a weird way, and slightly pointless me typing this. But hey if you are, hi! and please dont tell me that you have, id like to believe that this is a different side to me, one that maybe you dont see when i bounce around and make funny noises, funny, since my lecturer said today, s orbitals have layers like ONIONS. very much like shrek. ( much like what i like to believe, me!). id like to think that theres always more than what meets the eye, that i will always be able to surprise you, maybe so that you will never get bored of me? i dont know, maybe im just hoping theres more depth in me than there reallly is, this is like a level before emo! liek you so dont understand me, the world doesnt understand me, im all alone. feed my depression knowck me out ( Joanne~ haha).
no really. i even thought about changing the name of this blog, to something new, something different since i are coming to a different stage of my life. but really couldnt think of a new name, some funky kiss-ass name that could have some awesome allegory could have been really cool! but maybe a little to cliched. So im sticking to the old name, old layout, hey i am sentimental, and ive been using this one for sooo long. its practically, this is the story of my life for the past what,,, 4 years?
thats like what now almost a 5th of my life... okay who am i kidding.. im not 19 yet, but rounding off sounds better.
life atm, is stressfulll. i have so much going on i have problems keeping track of what im doing all the time! Its nuts, G is now officially not mine, and now there a new equation, lets use O. G is driving me crazy, im torn between wanting, hating, missing, being freakked out.. its nuts.
while O ,,, well thats almost non existant, soo.. at the moment that is all ...
but hey im just as confused.
but from now on, one thing for sure.. ill be using blog more often.
