Thursday, August 21, 2008
this morning one of the love of my life passed..
i still cant imagine it. That when i go home she will be gone. So much of my life was spent with her. I knew the day was coming but still.. its always a shock. Even though i am so far away, i always thought about her, and expected her to be waiting for me. Jumping to see me as she always does, putting her paws on me, even though shes too frail to jump. almost blind almost deaf, she still conjured up the strength for me and still followed me around the house.. I cant believe shes gone! Guess coz she has been around so long ive just gotten used to her being at home. I mean she was my baby! Mine. well not technically but by the end it felt that way. I loved her first. we even shared milo and grapes!!
Towards the end, she got weaker and weaker and had artheritis and a weird lump near her tummy. and my love, Trudy passed this morning after breakfast.
x
