katsabyss. my new eden
Tuesday, April 21, 2009


you know what? i probably fart massively in my sleep.
as well as have corn and random bits stuck in my teeth after a meal..especially spinach, ew.

i dont count myself perfect, i am quite challenged in the vertical arena.. and a little round, possibly like a barrell.. though with diet going now, we can hope.

but i dont expect perfection. i read somewhere that if you dont like characteristice about a person that its because there are parts in them that are NOT you. the more you like a person is because you like what is you reflected in them. and to truly love a person you need to love what is NOT you and accept that they arent you. basically saying we are all narcissistic.

guess like the theory on how the 'one' tends to look like you, guess it just becomes another 'one' of you.

either way i struggle with loving parts of people, ALL parts, its easy to love the nice funny lighter parts of a person, its the darker more serious whenpushcomestoshove bits of people that is really fuzzy and hard to swallow.

i pray for a thicker throat.

alone at 3:59 PM