Saturday, September 05, 2009
so its been so long.
and what have i been doing you ask? ive been having the time of my life,
too busy for recollections, too busy for blogs. too busy for homework! urk..
i think thats the problem. i need to catch myself. i need to catch my breath, look at the stars, and appreciate my life.
ive been so caught up in a morally grey area. when i mean grey .. i mean most people will probably say its in the black area.. but then it aint so simple so it become grey.
The question on everyones mind, am i falling for him? and the answers my grand readers is no. and im pretty sure thats how it will stay. how ill keep it that way i dont know. bit of luck and my sturdiness ? i cant and i wont!
in that case why do i keep going back? i think my need for companionship is more important.. actually its coz im pissed of at G, so pissed i could almost cry, i need to get back, and be BAD
even if this isnt the best thing to do, i want to do this. does it make me a bad person? or just human.
i thrive on attention, and right now i want it
im out of love with G. but it still pissess me off.
its watching a train wreck sabsy says.. but i KNOW i can jump off the train before it crashes, and buddy i need all the transport i can get .. so whats wrong with the free ride?
