Tuesday, January 18, 2011
So im now 22 . its now 2011.
this blog goes way back, and i am probably not going to ever right in it again, so this is, Today, MY last post. A new blog may surface in the near future, but this chapter of my life is finished,
high school.. teen drama.. love drama.. fmaily drama .. Uni. more uni and all that jazz.
Not to say this is the end and everything is a happy ever after, but this will now be an archive of what ive been through, what ive seen, how ive felt and how i coped with everything that was tossed my way. I dont think i neccesarily made lemonade with the lemons, i know for a fact that the sadist in me probably even squuezed lemon juice in my eyes and as all women ( yes i am now a woman.) do, i wallowed in pity and misery and made it out like the whole world was against me.
Sometimes when i reread my past blogs i think about how it makes me feel know, knowing how i felt then, reme,bering the raw emotions but mostly how i stupid or how short lived or on the rare occasion how insightful i am/was. So this is what it will be for you, whoever you are, and whenever you may happen to find this. This covers a huge portion of my life, and ive put it here online for me to tell you ( or anyone) things i may not have neccesarily said in real life. So lets keep it that way, now youve found a abyss of random musings by me, and you can read it you choose, or leave it if it bores you.( lets face it im no hannah montana, hahaha reference of the year so far) But there is no need to tell me, most likely ive put it here and not told you for a reason, in that i want something to be known but not nessecarily told. ( and i belive thats the secret of these 100 truths and questions and quizes online..).
So happy reading. and see you on the flipside.x
